ErtcWickdWanda
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Joined: 1/15/2005 From: San Diego, CA & Honolulu Hawaii Status: offline
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I lived in Hawaii all my life, it is a very beautiful and magical place. It is also governed by "Akua" ( spirits). I was raised seeing things that were "normal", for us,..as in those who live there..., but I have incountered things other than just Akua.. When I live in a valley, Olomana. I was so afraid all the time. It was a " dorm", and every night. I would wake up feeling a "somthing" hovering over me. Now it would be late, and "Gawd Forbid" I wake any one. So I'd lay real still. One night I had to use the bathroom, if I had my way. I would have peed on my bunk mate, but she probably would have been insulted "not understanding it's my way of saying "I like you " lol. As I got down from my bunk, I felt... I can't really discribe it, but it was like a force field, one that had my hair standing on end. Very Powerful. But I had to go. So, with much trepidation, I ventured into the communal bathroom, I sat down, and started to get my buisness over and fast, when to my right, I felt breath on my face. Hot breath. no doubt,... Now there was there was a wall next me... but that didn't matter to the "unbound by gravity or diminsion",I was scare like a big dog. I was so scared that I couldnt even breath, move , or " like right as if," look at what ever was breathing on me. When "It" finally left. I got up. And got gone. The next morning , an old Timer, told me, that after 12 the bathroom was not our's anymore. "Uh hugh", I thought," Crazy bitch" , but non the less. I never went to bed w/ out peeing first. Ever again. I found out later that our "dorms" were in fact built of a sanitarium, built in the late 1890's. Most of the people there where ill, be it physical, or emotional( most were emotional).but they didn't discreminate. So there were people with T.B, housed in the same dorms as .say a Schzophrenics,how horrible that must have been,and for the sick having to live in fear of those with violent tendency's.So terrible for the pysically ill, unable to defend against those w/ preditory tendencies. I can't even imagine the fear thet lived with every day until they died. And so bad that even now it resonates through all those years.
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