|
CalliopePurple -> What have I gotten into? (10/3/2005 9:39:06 AM)
|
I haven't been looking for a relationship. But of course, my life usually has other plans.
There's a girl I've talked to online for nearly two years now. We've gotten fairly close and we know each other's kinks and stuff (she's a masochist, loves blood and breathplay). She has a boyfriend, though, so I've deliberately kept my emotions at a distance.
Things got turned on their ass last night, though. After a little online fooling around, I briefly wondered what her boyfriend would do if he were aware of our actions. She replied that he wouldn't care because they're both bi and have an agreement that same-sex partners are perfectly fine.
And then she asked me flat out if I'd be her girlfriend. That was a *blinkblink* moment. Thought about it, told her it sounded good as long as I could talk to her guy and make sure it really was fine with him.
We also discussed me being involved with people physically closer to me since she kinda lives in Arkansas at the moment. Got a "that's fine", so now I'm sitting back and wondering how in the hell I got myself into this. Never thought I'd be a secondary in a poly relationship. Didn't really think I'd get involved with poly anyway.
Oh well, I try to take things in stride. The only kinkiness thus far, and that will transfer over when the distance isn't problematic, is a top/bottom factor for play. She's not my sub, though if my luck continues this way, I might find out that an old friend who admits to having a small crush on me wants a D/s relationship.
Life is just odd sometimes.
|
|
|
|
