Fawne
Posts: 137
Joined: 7/15/2005 From: New Jersey Status: offline
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OK for me there is anything from feeling small, shy, vunerable in his (generic term) presence, to the longing promise of a sensual hair pull, to a focus on him, so strong, I lose track of time, place even, its dream like, odd and I really need him to guide me. Then the visiceral shock of a slap (face is about 1.2 seconds into subspace) Next, sometimes "whatever" will leave me stuttering, unable to talk for a bit, disconected. This is not really pleasant. Then, guess my final stage( not sought, it damn hurts!) is 'flying" It does take pain and guess it is one of the reasons I respond, as my wires do cross pleasure/pain with sex..... sometimes(ok, lotsa times). This is the euphoria rush, like I am high and I do believe I start talking a mile a minute. I don't seek subspace, it happens and I am content (beyond) when I have someone who wants this, something to give, to feed his lusts, love - another form of passion, expression. I don't do it to be different, or for pure sensation. Maybe more in service than anything, after all.. he will think of something j-u-s-t p-a-s-t and get back control. Weird. isn't it? Have fun, fawne
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