cariad
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Joined: 9/25/2004
From: Calgary, Alberta
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Recently this slave has had a chance to reflect on
what being a slave means to her and what it's like to
explore her Domme side.
for this one being a slave means many things, the
following are what it's like for her to be a slave:
1. giving up complete control to her Master
2. being totally honest with Master
3. making Him as happy as is possible even with 3000
miles between U/us
4. when she breaks a rule she tells Him and takes her
punishment with dignity and courage learning from her
punishments
5. when Master asks her opinion on something He is
asking because He wants her honest input on that
particular subject/problem that has arisen
6. when she shows Master her journal entries she knows
He is happy because it gives Him insight into how her
day/week has been. it also helps Him understand why
she may be acting out if she has had a bad day/week
and that way He can help her work it out.
7. for her being a slave is the best thing that could
have happened to her because when she pleases Master
she is happy and that's all she has ever wanted is to
be happy.
8. having her limits pushed has been great, because it
not only helps her grow but gives Master an idea of
just how far He can push her limits before she calls
"Red."
9. she has found "True" happiness in being a slave to
Master SirTigerman, and wouldn't be much of a slave if
she were to be released because He is her life, she
lives to please Him. without Him she is merely a shell
of a slave just living day by day, longing, wanting,
needing and aching to please someone.
10. she has learned that although love does hurt at
times it doesn't always have to hurt.
11. she has learned that by opening up and telling Him
about her past that not everyone runs when they hear
about the things she has gone through.
12. she has learned patience, in that when Master is
busy she used to tell Him she was feeling pushed away
and when He would explain things to her she felt much
better.
as a slave exploring her Domme side she has also
learned a few things, these things are posted below:
1. being a Dominant is harder than it looks from a
slaves point of view.
2. coming up with things to do with a slave is a very
hard task.
3. coming up with a punishment to suit the infraction
that has occurred is a very hard task to complete.
4. understanding where a slave is coming from can be
difficult if they are afraid to open up to their
Dominant.
5. while she is still exploring these things she is
growing not only as a Dominant but as a slave as well
because it has given her insight as to what Master
goes through with her.
6. she is learning that it takes time and patience to
become a Domme, she thought it would be easier than it
has.
7. she has not only received advice as a slave
exploring her Domme side but has given some very good
advice to O/others as well.
this slave thanks Y/you for putting up with her
ramblings, but felt she had to post this because she
has recently been going through a tough time with
Master not being able to get on line due to PC
troubles and the nasty weather in Pennsylvania.
Thank Y/you for allowing her to post this and she
hopes to get some advice not only on exploring her
Domme side but also on how to cope without Master
until He can get His PC back on line and working
properly.
cariad
slave to Master SirTigerman
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