cariad
Posts: 120
Joined: 9/25/2004 From: Calgary, Alberta Status: offline
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in the past three days this slave has not had the computer (she took time off for herself), no phone (thank goodness for answering machines), no answering her door except once to get the pizza, she has realized a few things. 1. she is lucky to have a loving, caring and wonderful Master whom she thanks for making her the slave she is today. 2. Life is chalk full of surprises 3. Life is chalk full of "STRESS," but it's all in how W/we deal with it that counts. 4. Life may not be fair, but then again there are times W/we have to go with the curve balls it throws U/us. 5. she is a strong slave and can do anything she puts her mind to. 6. she is a smart person whom when her sight gets blocked or foggy, she stops and thinks about how to handle things. 7. she has learned to open up and talk about her feelings instead of hiding them because to hide them can give off the impression she consents to something when in fact she doesn't. have Y/you ever stopped to listen with no sounds in the house or apartment? have Y/you ever stopped to smell the roses and thought how without Y/your sense of smell Y/you would cope? have Y/you ever stopped to look at the sunset/sunrise, and wondered what Y/you would do without Y/your sight? have you as a slave or a sub thought: what if i lose my sight, hearing or speach? have you as a sub or slave thought: what kind of slave would i be if that happened to me? Dom/Dommes: have You ever thought what kind of Dom/Domme You would be if You lost Your hearing or speach? this slave doesn't mean to ramble but these past 3 days without the pc, phone or answering her door gave her a chance to take time for herself and realize that although she has a curve ball coming up ahead in this coming week, that she is strong, she can do it, she WILL do it, she can seek help when needed, it's ok to talk about her feelings and not to hide them. this past 3 days has been a learning experience for her, in that she now has a greater outlook on life and what it holds for her as a person and as a slave. have Y/you ever stopped to wonder what it is that makes Y/you tick? why does it make Y/you tick? what gets Y/your fur ruffled, so to speak? have Y/you stepped outside the mirror lately and looked at Y/you as a person, then as a slave/sub/Dom or Domme? what did Y/you see if Y/you did? what can Y/you do to better communicate with the O/one Y/you love, care for or are Topping/bottoming with? do Y/you take things for granted that perhaps Y/you shouldn't? if so, what can Y/you do to change that? when was the last time Y/you did something just to live vicariously? did Y/you enjoy it? if so why or why not? when was the last time Y/you jumped into a puddle and laughed about it? when was the last time Y/you thought about what Y/your child(ren) did that put a smile on Y/your face if Y/you have kids? if not when was the last time Y/your niece, nephew or youngest cousin said or did something that put a smile on Y/your face? these are all things this slave has learned and so many more. ok enough rambling for today but be prepared for this slave to talk more in the upcoming days because she has a lot to say and is seeking answers to some questions.
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"The smile on Your face lets me know that You need me. There's a truth in your eyes sayin' You'll never leave me. The touch of Your hand says You'll catch me if ever i fall. You say it best when You say nothing at all."
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