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ORIGINAL: mayor600

You wanted to know how I was hurt. It was not her fault. I felt attached to her and cared deeply for her. For 3 months we chatted online everyday, she got into my head. I told her all my secrets and now she can push my erotic buttons and control me.

I got scared. My caring turned into love and the pain of going on hurt. I figured someday we would break away, so i wanted to break now. I took control. I told her what I planned. She was gentle at first wanting to understand. Then she attacked me verbally, telling me i was no good, an idiot, a wuss. She told me that it was no wonder my wife did not even want me. She went on and on. Finally, she told me how much she had loved me and that I hurt her deeply. I was upset with myself. I tried to run. She owns me and I tried to escape.

She told me how all the caring and things i did for her meant nothing. I felt bad, real bad.
She told me about all the work she did with me to make me a man, and now i was just a worm. Useless jerkoff.

It went on for a few days. I cried secretly. I really care for her. Then she told me it was over. The pain increased and a hole was in my heart. It hurt worse than anything i had ever felt. I begged for forgiveness. After days of begging, she took me back.

I almost lost everything.